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I was looking at my previous post and I am now thinking how utterly wrong I was about everything and how so much has changed since I wrote that blog post. Holy shit. I’ve never been so wrong in all of my life. What a waist of time and energy. Some men are useless. I’m hoping that the change I have found doesn’t end like the last, I guess only time will tell.

Dear (not so)Anonymous,

I’m writing this because there is so much I need to tell you that I can’t say to you right now. I wish I could tell YOU all of this and not random people who really don’t give a shit. I need you to know that every day, you are the first thing that comes into my mind, and the last thing that I think of before drifting off into sleep. You are the person that seems to be the only thing that makes me feel happy again when I really remember and see how horrible things really are in my life right now, you relate to me like no one else can and you understand me. I trust you with every fiber in my body, I can’t say that about anyone else but you..that in itself is a big deal. I feel safe with you, when I hug you it feels like in your arms is exactly where I was made to be. The terrible thing is, you don’t even know any of this..you might never know it either. You have no idea what you do to me. I’m in dangerous waters because I realized last-night that I am at the point of no return, I can’t step away from you even though I know I need to. You are the only person in the world who I would do anything and everything you asked me to do..no matter what the cost. I wish I could just have one chance, just one shot because I know I could make you happier than she can. I would figure out a way to stop the world from spinning if you wanted me too…all because I am IN LOVE with you.

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It will be amazing. I imagine that paradise will be amazing. No tears or sadness. No pain..no nothing.

Deep inside in the corner of my mind
I’m attached to you.
I’m weak, it’s true.
Cause I’m afraid to know the answer,
do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

Talking To The Moon- Bruno Mars *Because I Love him, he is he most amazing singer ever.*

Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus *Because the love of my life dedicated this song to me. :)*

Please Don’t Go- Mike Posner *Because I can’t stop listening to it..I’m addicted*

You Led Me- BarlowGirl *Because it reminds me of how much God loves me and it makes me cry*

Without Love- Bon Jovi *Because Jon Bon Jovi is gorgeous. And it’s one of my favorite bands ever*

My Grandpa..He is my hero, I long to be like him one day! He one of the big reasons I am the person I am today. I Love him with all of my heart.